Swollen eye!

Ytd I wokup in the morning, feeling pain on my left eye and its kinda swollen. I think I eat too many cameral melts which cause me to be so heaty. Watch Ninja Assassin with bf ytd night, and we'r catching storm warriors tonight. Wokup early this morning and my left eye worsen, swelling like HUM. Rush to the clinic and I hope I wont have a problem later watching the movie because Im using only my right eye for now. So work will only resume when my eye recover! =D And I've not yet done buying chrismas presents for all my sweets. Anyway I was so tired on Thursday class that I didnt manage to train much so teacher suggest to do a Level 1 pole dance chorea.

Here's the video;

PS: Hope my eye will recover asap because its damn uglreeee!

Interesting emails

My dear BaoBao flood my inbox with many interesting Emails and Im gonna share with you peeps some that I pick...

Eggs;

Cute expressions

Very funny answers;

And Japan newest trend;

This one abit too much lah, I dont find it nice at all, but I know Yan Yan likes it. Because during sec1, Yan Yan did some similar stuffs like this thats why now her face like that, very plump. HAHAHA :)

PS YANYAN: Dont worry, next time I press your cheek area okays, then you wont look so chubby liaos.

PS: Hotel cancel because Sandy scared she drunk then kana rape, plan change to fine dine. =)

PPS: Peeps that wanna know the timing of my pole show tonight (9Dec), it'll be 10.20pm at Paya Leba, same place.

Puberty

As usual I went to work with sis in the morning, head back home in evening, prepare and off to work at night. Sounds very tiring and probably should have a huge weight loss but I DONT KNOW WHY I'VE GAIN 4KG in few weeks. Im eating 2serving for each meal and it seems like I need to chew on something before I would probably start eating again. Oh yes, PUBERTY AGE! Im not gonna be on a diet but I definitely have to start CONTROLLING my diet if I dont wish to become a FAT ARSE like what bf starts calling me. Sorry for not updating my blog or posting up pictures because Im way too busy with work. I miss my gfs, so much. But I'll be meeting them on 25 after my work, like every year Chrismas, we'll book hotel and get victims drunk, etc; Nat got really high last year and strips her bottoms...

Ramdom picture took long long ago

PS: I dont wanna be a fatttt arseee >:(

PS HO YAN YAN: I dont wanna be 2nd fishball face..

Hell tired

So mom has finally agree to my demands and perhaps, I should be angry of my dad instead. Because of him, all the burdens were push to my mom, mayb thats why my mom pressure it on me. I remember mom paying 2 debts for my dad which is over 10K and we totally had no idea where he spend those money. Anyway my er jie work same job as me from tmr onwards. Happy lah! Can train to work together le.

Anyway check out this video, I think my teacher is as strong as those guys lah. And to look way back, I realise Im no longer that mini small size Bei Bei already. Its been a year since I do pole dancing, Im getting bigger size & more muscular everyday and I dont like it because I prefer being small size. Now bf have to train twice as hard if not I'll be bigger size than him. LOL

PS: I love baby sexy chest.

Born in a wrong family

Woke up around 11am ytd and I went for a hair cut. Follow by my dance class. Rush to work after I end class and thanks god Im only late by 10min. Mood was spoilt when my mom call me. Quarrel with her and Im really angry and upset. She expect me to pay my own class fees when I demand to take $20 from every gigs instead of $300 every month. And she said she cant pay my fees when she herself take $60, which is 3times of what I take. And the last $20 goes to my driver. Shall not say much about it. And today afternoon, she come geysiao with me said she agree to give me $20 every gigs. She've already take 3times more than me, what more she want? She dont even have to sing, and not every gigs she accompany me go, only know how to play her Majong. And still want to take a bigger share. Anyway, Im earning my own allowance now to pay my daily expenses. And ytd, my sister overheard my parents conversation, as usual, my father didnt have enough/didnt give money this month. Still got the cheek to say, why my sister dont want go work and help pay the household bills. Yes we'r suppose to help pay the bills, but not to the extend that they themselves can push all the burdens to us. Fcuk.

PS: Thanks bf for your accompany, my mood felt much stable when you'r around. Other than Thank you, the other word I could think of is I love you. =)

PPS: For peeps who wanna know my next Pole show, it'll be tmr 4Dec 10.40pm at Paya leba Mrt field there.

update on Batam trip

Quick update. Went to Batam for work, the hotel & food were great. But overall wasnt a pleasant trip. Shall not say much here. Pictures;

the toilet mirror damn big lah, if my house got such a big mirror, me & my sis dont have to snatch use mirror anymore le luh.

Year end always raining one loh, Batam also lah, keep rain. Good for me cause I dont like hot weather. Sang at I&G club and to my surprise, the singers there sing RNB songs like etc: poker face. Was suppose to reach Sg the next afternoon but the agent did not book the ticket and lucky enough, there's an extra ferry back. If not, I need to stay at BT for another day.

PS: Chrismas coming.! =D

Bad quarrel

Woke up early this morning, went to do a charity show for the elderly. Came back home and I tried talking to mom. Telling her I cant possibly sing and gave her all my pay. I'm 17 already, no longer 8years old, I need to have my own savings. Expected, she never understand. If Im able to work a full time job, I dont mind giving her all the pay of my gigs. My part time can probably only earn up to 800/month. But Im singing like almost everyday, so I can only work a few hours, which is like mayb 300-400/month. It wont be enough for me. She told me she'll be giving me 300 every month. Its like paying me 50cents/hr. Yes she have to pay bills and stuffs, but I dont see a point why she cant give me more if she could gamble everynight like 500-1K. And whenever I tried talking to her, she'll say she have to pay this and that, need to give my sisters allowance, not enough money. Then why cant she fcuking go work. Lucky enough, I manage to get tips in some shows. At times, I feel Im born out more like a worker than a daughter to her. Im not even 18 yet, yet Im feeling stress everyday. Friends get to hit the town, club & countdown every new year. Yet Im working at every special occasions, never once I can get to enjoy or celebrate it. Went online and the first person that pop out in my msn has this PM nick "Sometimes in life, you really have no choice, its just fated".

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